![]() In some places things are starting to change, in other places, they really can’t reflect on themselves because there’s a lot to lose. Do you think things have changed in any meaningful way? There was a lot more ignorance on the part of white people. I think in 2007, 2008, there were probably very few people who knew what anti-racism was. Either 2007 or ‘08.Ĭlearly the national conversation has changed a lot. Why do they get vacation?” And they’re like, “Do you really want to put yourself in the position where you're pointing out your colleagues’ stuff?” Like they needed to make me the person who is calling out my colleagues - not that it was unfair. They’ll be like, “Since you didn’t put this on the calendar, you’re not allowed to have vacation.” And I said, “So-and-so and so-and-so didn't put it on the calendar. They’ll call you on the phone and say, “We need to talk to you about something,” because they never want any of this stuff documented. This is how these chilling conversations go. It was a very chilling conversation that I had with somebody. They came up with this idea that since I hadn’t put the request on the calendar then they’re not going to give it to me. There was a meeting where they actually tried to take away my vacation from me. Also, in my first year, along with another person of color, I had the most Saturday call. No, because the more that you push back, the more they are going to keep attacking you. Like I must have done something to provoke the attack. Now, when that happened to me, and I actually got beat up, the way they responded was, “Well what do you think you did to elicit this?” That's the question I got. And I’m not even sure if she was actually hit or not. I have a friend who is blonde and when she got threatened I think they did a Grand Rounds or a talk or some kind of symposium. When I was at Cornell, I got beat up by a patient’s family member. And just the way of thinking was all the same.ĭo you have examples of what you experienced? When I was at Columbia we had, I think, one black psychoanalyst. Cornell, I think we had one black faculty member. ![]() What happened?ĪK: I trained at Cornell and Columbia and NYU and I really experienced all aspects of Cornell and Columbia as very racist. I left academic institutions because of institutional racism. KH: Your bio online says you are a “Forensic Psychiatrist and Psychoanalyst, with expertise in violence, racism, and marginalized identities. Among the “learning objectives” listed is: “understand how white people are psychologically dependent on black rage.” White people think it’s their actual face. They don’t even know they have a mask on. Addressing racism assumes that white people can see and process what we are talking about. We need to remember that directly talking about race to white people is useless, because they are at the wrong level of conversation. It’s like banging your head against a brick wall. We are asking a demented, violent predator who thinks that they are a saint or a superhero, to accept responsibility. We keep forgetting that directly talking about race is a waste of our breath. ![]() They feel that we should be thanking them for all that they have done for us. We are now in a psychological predicament, because white people feel that we are bullying them when we bring up race. White people are out of their minds and they have been for a long time. ![]() I had fantasies of unloading a revolver into the head of any white person that got in my way, burying their body, and wiping my bloody hands as I walked away relatively guiltless with a bounce in my step. The cost of your own life, as they suck you dry. This is the cost of talking to white people at all. Here are some of the quotes from the lecture: But looking at the doctor’s social media, it seems completely genuine. When I listened to the talk I considered the fact that it might be some sort of elaborate prank. A few weeks ago, someone sent me a recording of a talk called “The Psychopathic Problem of the White Mind.” It was delivered at the Yale School of Medicine’s Child Study Center by a New York-based psychiatrist as part of Grand Rounds, an ongoing program in which clinicians and others in the field lecture students and faculty. ![]()
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